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Aliaa
12 February 2014 @ 12:36 pm




ASSALAMMUALAIKUM..



This blog is the place where i keep all random stuffs I would love to remember..
It could be stories of myself or other inspirational do'as, poems, lyrics, cats, stories, quotes that I would love to share with anyone who happened to visit this blog..
there'd be my fangirling here n there..but it won't be that much i hope..
I'm not perfect..but i'm trying to be better..

May Allah protect us, and grant us the ability to submit ourselves more to Him and Him only..
May He protect us from the elements of a nifaq, as it is so dangerous for us..
Amin..




-AFS-
 
 
Aliaa
05 May 2019 @ 03:59 pm








Assalammualaikum...
Hye I'm back!
Hopefully I'll have time to write more here in the future...

Alright so this is my second day at the new office...
And our new boss is already here but we have yet to see him...
So no work for me as yet...

Tomorrow we'll welcome Ramadhan 1440H, so it's a public holiday!
In May there are 3 main public holidays in Kedah, and tomorrow will be the second one...
The next one will be Wesak...

Why the title is Pinwheel?
Well it's a song from Seventeen's Vocal Team...
And that means, I didn't know what to name my post =D

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3.40 p.m

So today we have meeting with our new boss twice!
One before lunch and another one after...
By far, he's good...
After I informed him that this is my second day here, he began to tell us his experience...
whereby he was being assigned into fields that was out of his expertise couple of times...
and he managed to nail his job with flying colours, with passion that he tried to cooperate into his job...

I don't know about others, but I personally took it dear to my heart...
like he challenged me since I'm totally new here...
To challenge my ability as well in doing my work excellently...
And I'd love to do that tbh..
I want to excel here, with Allah's guidance, insyaAllah...

I got a new diary! And it's red+pink in colour a.k.a I love it!

I think I'll only get assigned with works after few days...
But I really can't wait for that day...
May Allah bless me always and always puts me under his radar...
One more thing! Today I think I got to know more staffs...
I hope their first impression of me is okay...

Ijjou desu, Aliaa deshita Xx

 
 
Current Location: New Office
Current Mood: energeticenergetic
Current Music: Pinwheel - Seventeen
 
 
 
Aliaa
02 May 2019 @ 12:20 pm






Assalammualaikum...

Wow... it has been more than a year since the last time I was here, huh?
Time really flies fast...

My Tok Ayah has left us on 13th November 2018...
So it has been about 7 months roughly?
Even though it's sad thinking that he's no longer with us now, and this year will be the first year without him...
On the other hand, it's a relief...He had suffered painful things that we couldn't feel and understand for months...
I could say that we have done our best in taking care of him during his illness, and I hope that he knew that whatever we did and said were for his own benefit...

Things have escalated so much for me too..
Today is my first day working as the Legal Officer for my state...
Turned out that it's our boss' last day today too, and a new boss will be here on Sunday...
So only Sunday I'd know which department will be assigned..
But from the meeting with the boss just now, he said he thinks I'll be assigned under litigation as well...
So yeay more action for me!
May Allah guide me all the way and gives me ideas & inspirations in doing my work soon... Aamiin Xx

My passion these days?
I've been so into Seventeen since December 2018!
Remember when Nina & Sheena keep coaxing me to love them, but I was a bit sceptical about it since there are a lot of members!
However, Scoups (the leader) caught my eyes on one of the posts that Sheena RTed...
Still, I didn't start my exploration until I watched their MAMA stages...
And the rest is history, now I'm absolutely in love with them~~

They made me do things that I haven't with other groups I love...
I have streamed Home MV nonstop since the day it was released...
My monthly data is now always out before its due...
I subscribed to Apple Music to help their album sales...
I made accounts with all socmeds things associated with them...
Anything to help them!
Hopefully they'll get what they've been dreaming about...

Carats is a very nice fandom..
Hopefully I'll be here for a long time <3

Ijjou desu, Aliaa deshita ^^
 
 
Current Location: New Office
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Home - Seventeen
 
 
Aliaa
18 March 2018 @ 12:20 pm








2) Cats & Dogs

We all know that cats and dogs can't be friends but in rare occasions they could..
So today, we're on our way to the office, and we saw a kitten and an adult dog were 'talking"...
So i made "ch" sounds to the kitten in hope that whatever they're doing they could stop...
They looked at me, then the kitten calmed down...
I kinda want to go to them, but my friend said better not to since the dog could chase us...
So we let it be after everything is back to be cooled down...

I think not about a minute that we entered our office, we heard dogs barking continuously..
So we hurried back out, and the kitten was alreadty limped and dead..
Not just one dog this time, but another dog came and joined in...
They nudged the kitten here and there, and one more dog came, smelled the kitten and brought it elsewhere..

Once again, I was filled with guilt...
Was it my fault for distracting the kitten so that the kitten became submissive after that?
Or maybe the kitten thought that I would go and save the kitten but I didn't?

Gosh I still keep thinking about this!
But I already asked Him forgiveness for not acting anything...
We seriously thought that things had calmed down so that's why we didn't do anything...
If only I went there and chase the dog, the kitten would still be alive...
And it's not helping that the kitten was soo cute when the kitten looked at me....

From now on, I promised myself to do whatever it could to avoid that thing from happening again...
There were cases before about the wild dogs living in my working area, and the authority even came and took few of them..
However, they took the good ones, but left the wild ones..

I can still remember Woofy, the female dog that was so nice..
Even when she and I crossed our path, she would let me walk first, then she would walk after that...
But my friend experienced something else, a male dog kept looking at her and started to walk after her..
That's why when I was trying to walk to the kitten and the dog, she didn't let me because she worried that the dog might be the same dog...

I don't know what would happen next, but next time if I ever face this kind of incident again, I pray to Allah that He would give courage to approach the animals and save every one of them...
Or at least, ask for help nearby...
There is an uncle at the cafe that always feed the dogs, maybe I can ask him to chase or distract the dogs if they try to harass the cats again...

I can't help to feel that I'm such a failure today...
Yesterday was a very good day, I was happy throughout the day..
But today, as soon as I want to begin my day, I screwed it out already...

Ya Allah, please bless the kitten, and please forgive me once again for not doing anything....
Please let the kitten feel spoiled with luxuries now, ya Allah...
I will try my best to atone this failure with doubling up my effort to feed the needy stray cats...
Just give me strength and guidance ya Allah, for me to achieve this goal...
Aamiin.

- I'm so sad today-

 
 
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
 
 
 
Aliaa
18 March 2018 @ 11:28 am






Assalammualaikum...

Since last month I didn't write even one entry, today I'm gonna tell you guys two main stories...

1) Accident in the Court

On last Monday (12-3-2018), I got to the court, and apparently all the spaces in the parking lot that I wanted are occupied...
So i reversed my car back (the cars were really parked so so near to each other) slowly...
Unfortunately, I accidentally hit front of one car that was parked on the second row...
And I think it was loud, so one security guard ran to me, then assisted me to a new empty parking slot (it was still a narrow one)...
I got out of the car, then asked how bad was the car that I hit, and the guard said that its plate number was broken...
I was filled with guilt, so I asked him what should I do since this is the first time for me..
We discussed, then I decided to leave a note on the car, and also pass a RM30 to the guard as a trust to give to the car's owner...
I can't do anything else, since I still need to go and register my case, settle my work...

So, yeah then I left...
It's about noon that they called my case (around 3 hours after the incident), then I met the guard..
He said the owner just left about 5 minutes ago, apparently he's an uncle...
My guilt just doubled...worried of what kind of case that an uncle could attend a court for...
But the guard said that the uncle accepted the money as compensation and he halal everything if it's more or less...
And he rushed to the workshop so the plate number could be fixed..

I checked with my brother, and he said the money is enough to fix both front and back plate numbers so I was kinda relieved..

Two days later, I received from an unknown number, apparently it's the uncle!
That uncle said after he fixed the plate, the money got another RM15 balance and he wanted to return the balance to me if I wanted...
I was so shocked, so he told me that he only fixed the front since only the front one broke...
I was left speechless, then I told him to enjoy the remaining money and I halal the money to him...
I apologized once again...

This is kinda lesson for me?
Because I never expect that the uncle would be so kind, forgiving and honest...
the same goes to the guard...
Actually after I passed the money, people around me questioned why I gave that money to the guard...
They worry that the guard would take the money instead of giving the owner...
But Alhamdulillah, everything went well...
And I'm very thankful for this incident...

It's quite long now...
I shall continue my second story in the next post..
Stay tune!
 
 
Current Mood: energeticenergetic
 
 
 
Aliaa
14 January 2018 @ 10:51 am





Assalammualaikum...

So I was reciting Quran few days back,
and I realized that everything we read now are the fruits of our previous hafidzs' memorization...
Imagine them pouring all the memorized verses just for the future (us) to be able to know the messages from Allah...
Isn't that sweet?
No concept of hogging all the informations to themselves...
Unlike some of us now, regardless how big or small that information is/are, they rather keep them to themselves...
While sharing knowledge is very important to mankind...

When I was in the university,
a lot of students have this kind of attitude,
which is they are afraid that if they share what they know, other people will be more excel than them...
And I seriously think this attitude is toxic...
If only they indulge and share, the knowledge will strengthen them even more...

Alhamdulillah my friends are not in that category...
What we did was, we studied all chapters in the subject,
and a night before any subject exam, we will gather in one of our rooms (we actually rotate)...
and share what we have studied..
This way, at least one of us will mention some cases that we missed (there are a lot of cases to remember, trust me!)...
And that actually works!
Like, we gotta choose 4 questions out of 5, and sometimes we'd have 2 questions that we don't know much the answer,
and we gotta support our argument with cases, I will be reminded to my friends' words,
and completed the questions...

And Alhamdulillah, my close friends are all successful in their own ways now...
So, there's no such thing about sharing is losing...
But in the actuality, we will gain and remember more...

Ijjou desu, Aliaa deshita
 
 
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: Black Suit - Super Junior
 
 
 
Aliaa
07 January 2018 @ 12:26 pm






Assalammualaikum...

Welcome 2018!!!

It has been seven days of 2018, and I must say a lot of things had happened...

1) Funerals

a) Few minutes before new year, I received a call from one of my best friends, telling me that his father had passed away....
Just in the evening the same day she's been telling me about his father being in ICU..
And you know, doctors told her that it's too late, that they couldn't do anything to help his father...
Sounds familiar, huh?
I can't help but...
I know it has been 11 years...
Truth to be told, I'm still triggered by a news of one father's death...
And it might be 11 years, but I still miss my father as if it was yesterday...
Nevertheless, I keep telling my friend that she was so lucky to be able to see his father's face for few days before Allah took him back...
As I couldn't...

I must admit, that I don't know her father that much,
But I know how strong and hardworking father he was...
He would never let his daughter be in difficulty, rather he'd suffer than to see that...
And he's very supportive of his children..
I'm one of the witnesses how he often visits his children in university and catch up with them...
It's very nice...
And in my view, his sick condition before his passing was just a reason to cleanse his small sins, insyaAllah...


b) Two days before new year, I received another news from my mother's cousin, telling us about his father's passing..
So we went to the house (as we are quite in high ranking when it comes to our family), and sat to recite Yaasin for the demised...
While I was reciting, I could see that the grandchildren had been coming back and forth, handling his matters..
I can't help but smile to that...
2-3 grandchildren (at least 2 of them weeped) reciting Quran with my mama and I, and the others are managing his burial...

I must say that eversince I'm aware with my surrounding (around 5-6 years old of age), this man whom I called Pak Chaq, was one of the man that I hold close to my heart...
He was very cheerful, always have something up to his sleeve and teasing us whoever visited his house without fail...
He was also very hardworking..
He worked in construction field if I'm not mistaken, and while he was making money, he also donated a huge amount of money to the Surau next to his house...
And guess what, they prayed solat jenazah for him in that Surau...
What a goal Xx

I pray that these two souls would be in the highest rank in Allah's list..
And I pray that their families will receive a lot of strength, and be rewarded with double happiness for their sorrow...
Aamin Xx

2) Rats in my room and my house!!!!

Well this still upsets me! and I made a thread on this issue in my twitter..
So here it is

I don't want to tell the story from the beginning since it took a lot of my emotions but the thread is still ongoing, so yeah...
I just jope the rat would get caught one day *cries*

3) Music, shows, tv series, books

I must say that I've been missing my Japanese homies...
so I'm watching Saiunkoku Monogatari right now..
And as you know, Korean music industry is receiving a lot of worldwide attention now so I just need to get away from it for a while...

In the meanwhile, I'm watching Sotus S The Series (it's EP 4 last night)..
I tried to follow Dark Blue & Moonlight, a BL webseries (I think Taiwan's), but I just lost interest...
and I'll be catching up to MatsuJun's drama? The 99.9 one?
and I can't wait really...
It's been a while since I watched J-Dorama..

Songs...Well, Charlie Puth's How Long is still my jam!
And I listened halfway through his song with Boyz II Men...
and I won't touch about my Korean music biases here, as it would be a lot!

Hurm, what else?
Ah, books!
I'm planning to finish Separate Beds as soon as I could..
But I've been busy with fanfics (with great plot!) and other E-Books so yeah wish me the best! *innocent emoji*

Alright I guess that's it for now?
Ijjou desu, Aliaa deshita
 
 
Current Location: shigoto no basho
Current Mood: creativecreative
Current Music: For You - Liam Payne, Rita Ora
 
 
Aliaa
08 November 2017 @ 04:55 pm
Assalammualaikum..

As the world knows, Super Junior had make a comeback 2 days back.

And somehow I'm so grateful whenever it's a comeback season,
as it always gonna bring me closer to Allah.

"How?"
You would ask.

Whenever I'm happily listening to the songs, I'd feel so guilty that I would return to Him more. As in read/listen Quran stories more,
listen to tazkirahs more, and read Quran with its translations more.

And it brings to the story today. I watched a video regarding the legacy of Khalid al Walid so I tweeted about it. As I'm tweeting, I realized that the tweet has 280 characters now! So I tweeted about how I feel about the change after.

As I looked through my timeline, I saw people dedicating their first 280 characters tweet to celebrities that they love.

Alhamdulillah, without my knowledge, unconsciously, Allah made me tweet about Khalid al Walid in my first tweet. Allahuakbar!

I'm so thankful for that, I praise you for that, ya Allah and I pray that all my loved ones and me will be always under your protection. Aamiin ❤️
 
 
Current Mood: amazed
 
 
 
Aliaa
22 October 2017 @ 10:35 am
Assalammualaikum...

Hye! I decided to put my favorite quotes from my favorite fanfics here too, since I haven't put any (I think) before this 😇

This is from TaeKook's fanfic, called Unwanted Butterflies which you could read here

To Taehyung, who gave my lips all the words they were looking for.

I reallly love this fic, so if you guys are TaeKook shippers, make sure to check out this fic yeah?

Ijjou desu, Aliaa deshita ❤️
 
 
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Where You At - Nu'est W
 
 
Aliaa
27 September 2017 @ 12:03 pm
My office mate is playing this song now...
And it reminds me of ayah all at once...
The story is, the night after he passed away, my uncle played this song in a very soft and slow volume in my room, and I guess,
yes, my ayah is my best memory that I love to keep forever ❤️

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu yang mampu menyanjungku
Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
selama itu pun
aku mampu tuk mengenangmu
Darimu, kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku, kau lah cinta sejati

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
selama itu pun
aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu, kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku, kau lah cinta sejati

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang telah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang telah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah


Ijjou desu, Aliaa deshita ❤️
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Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: Kenangan Terindah - Samsons